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09 October 2011 @ 11:13 pm
I know it's sad. It's heartbreaking for me because Ryo is my ichiban member and NEWS is my ichiban group. It's like my heart is torn in two or maybe a million pieces to be more descriptive. But because of this, I had a realization, and that is- even though Ryo's not there anymore, I love NEWS TOO MUCH for me to be leaving the fandom. To me, NEWS comes first now and I really love the group very, very much. I'll continue to support them even more than before! With the situation like this, I understand that they need all the support they can get. So if they work twice as hard as they have been working before, I think that I have to support them twice, or maybe thrice as hard as well. NEWS gave me a happier life- a life with way more smiles than tears. And because of this, to me, NEWS is definitely irreplaceable and I'll continue to give them my support no matter what! NEWS, i love you! Please continue to do your best and know that we, your loving fans, will always be on your side!
24 September 2011 @ 03:15 pm

I wanted to have a separate post for you.

Please continue to work hard!

I know you want to give all the best for the fans
but please don't tire yourselves too much as well.

We'd love to see you all together, healthy, and happy!

More years to come~

Congratulations and Good luck! <3
24 September 2011 @ 02:34 pm
Ah! Dreams. This reminds me of a NEWS song.

That PV was really phenomenal for me.
I miss them so much!
To be honest, I don't have anywhere to let my feelings out since
only 2-3 of my friends irl are into the fandom.

I think I'm even ready to do anything now, just so they could come back.
Is there anyone who might be feeling the same way as I am?
I really miss them so much already!!!
Johnny-san, onegaishimasu!!!!
Please give them projects to work on as a six-member group!
They have had they're 8th Anniversary already and have done nothing together to celebrate
that special moment.

I know it would be better for me to be patient and wait no matter how long for them but...
Sometimes, it's okay to express feelings of desire, too, right?
Sincerely... I miss them so much. And I really want them back on track.
It's not like they lack fans, right? Cause they had a chance to top the charts as well!
So what could be wrong?
I'm happy for each of the members individually because they have their own projects to work on...
But this s not the same as seeing all six of them on the same stage, right?

NEWS, please Fly Again!

Current Music: Fly Again by NEWS
07 September 2011 @ 11:06 pm
FINALLY! After almost 3 weeks of dealing with Sprague-Dawley rats, it's now OBAH! :D Now we just have to get on with the paperworks. It's been a really busy week for us. It was kind of a challenging experience, by the way... First receiving them... Then sorting all 50 36 of them in cages to have a doze for the night... Scrubbing and giving them a bath the next day and labelling them... inducing the linear and circular incisions... applying the ointments and measuring the wound area for about 2 weeks, subjecting them to cervical dislocation, collecting the tissue samples. measuring tensile strength.. Dayum! Done! ^^ 

Sorry about the randomness of the post. I guess I just got too excited. Hee! :3 Anyway, I luckily have the night off! :D 
I hope I can make the most out of this freedom. I'm sure more schoolwork will be emerging again soon.


I'm still wishing I could go to Japan for a NEWS/HEY! SAY! JUMP concert!!!! T~T It's really on my to-do list before I die. To me, it feels like my life was never complete if I couldn't watch even one concert.

Lord, please give me a chance~ onegaishimasu~~~

I want to work hard from now on! ^^
25 June 2011 @ 09:40 pm
 Heya! It feels good to be here again. (: I'm really having withdrawal syndromes from being deprived of my fandoms. *laughs*
And recently, I can't believe this myself but I've been interested in HSJ as well! :D I'm still getting to know them though... So after I make this post, I'm going to look for communities to get to know them even better (cause right now I still only know some of them by name and face). :D I can't believe one of them has the same birthdate as me!!! xD And he's soooo cute and talented, too! :3 Chinen Yuri. Ahhh. He's as cute as when Ryo was a kid, seriously. X) And for those reasons, he's going to be my favorite. Ahaha! ~V
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
20 April 2011 @ 12:05 am
 Today was especially a sleepy day. :)) I can't wait to watch this movie that I just downloaded! :D It seems like only yesterday when I became sooooo desperate to find  absolutely anything about my fandom/s. Hahaha! But now I feel like I have found the right place for it. Three cheers for LJ! I'm really very grateful. It's actually my dream to be of help to other fans through this in the future. Like, I really admire fansubbers and I want to be like them someday. :D Why does it feel like I've said this before? Haha! Well, I do hope I get that skill someday. I'm looking forward to it! :D
 Uwaa~ This day has been really tiring. I left for my internship at 6am and I arrive to my dorm at 8pm. That transportation wasn't that good as well. >W< Because of that, I thought of going to bed straight away. My eyes weren't spared from swooping the room and they unconsciously lingered on my laptop. Hahahaha! I knew it. I wouldn't resist exploring since I don't have to go to the company tomorrow. I'm finally able to join more communities today!!! :D Hooray for me! Hahahaha! I wish I could just continue like this. I'll do my best to support them! Really, I REALLY admire those people. I mean, they have busy days as well but despite that, they still find the time to do a form of service for the other fans. I really believe that those people are worth looking up to. They deserve everyone's support and respect. I'm glad that amidst the issues of todays population, there are still generous people like that who share their work wholeheartedly without expecting anything in return. Truly, I admire their perspective in life and I wish I could be that kind, skillful, productive, and wholeheartedly generous in the proximal future. May this be an inspiration for me!~ P.S. I'm soooooo glad I have an LJ account. (: I hope I can do something for others as well!!! <3
Current Mood: excitedexcited
10 April 2011 @ 11:48 pm
 Yay~ I was finally able to change it!!! Thank you so much to okimiyage for the layout! I don't know the standard procedure for crediting yet so I'm hoping that this way would be alright for now. (: I'm soooo happy. Hahaha! I'm really tempted to explore more but unfortunately, it's exactly 12am on my clock and I still have an interview tomorrow (later). -.-"

I'd also like to thank crea_skull and kimhyojoon3 for introducing me the links. :D I love you guys. :3 Thanks for guiding me here! x)
Current Mood: happyhappy
18 March 2011 @ 03:34 pm
Hi! This is my first post in my own LJ. :D To be honest, I don't know anything about it yet. Personally, I'm not really good at all these technical stuff so please bear with me. I'm hopeful that I'll learn them as I get along. First, what I really want to do is to change the look of my journal!!! When you look at it, telling the truth, it really does look pathetic. ): I just really want to personalize in such a way that I decide the colors and the images that I want to put. I already have the design in my mind but I just really can't do it! Hahaha! I've already googled it and I've also looked into "help" but I just can't seem to understand. I really am bad at this, right? Hahahaha! Can't help but just laugh.

There is this one site that I've searched and the instructions are all there. It was really organized- it said, go to customize....... (I was able to do that), then select S2........(I think this is already in S2, right?), click on "Look and Feel" (Like where on earth is that?! Hahahahaha!). There's where I stopped. I can' find it. :( So even until now my journal looks like this. Haha!

Umm, to be really honest I don't even know if anybody would read this but if you are, and if you have any suggestions or instructions for me, then I would really, really, very much appreciate it.  Please feel free to comment. Thank you very much! :D

I believe that I will get used to this someday with your help and my own efforts combined. (:
Indeed, I'm looking forward to having wonderful moments here. :D
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful